one hella day and a crazy night. fireworks and everything and bbq's YUMYUM!

there's something really different, i dont know. maybe i just feel different and this isn't a good thing. i dont know, i feel like something is not right or maybe im thinking that something might happen and its not in the right way. i dont know, i have many thoughts in my mind right now, and nobody, no one is there that i can talk to.

i feel weird in a bad way and now i cant even think of reasons to believe that nothing's going to happen. i dont know. i feel really really different. and its not a good thing.

i feel scared about something and i feel bad about everything, how am i gonna deal with this, when i myself don't know where to start to make everything in the right way.

this is all plain stupid. and i really dont know what im saying right now.

too many thoughts, too little words to say about.

yes and i am having fun over here :) the good thing was i found new friends and meet some new people :) YES, i am happy and enjoying every minute of it.

going to the library is our daily routine, pero syempre sumesegway naman kase minsan and i think parang prize na din namen un after reviewing the whole day, so mostly.. nag hahang out kme sa beach pero may audio book pa din kme.. kahit na nakatambay kame sa harap ng dagat eh, nag aaral pa din naman kme. Hahaha. then mostly once in a while, nagiinom kaya minsan LASHHENG. hahahaha. pero syempre kinabukasan eh kelangan naman gumising ng napakaaga para lang magreview and ganon nalang ng ganon kame palage. hanggang sa magsawa. :) pero parang hindi nmn kme nag sasawa. its like getting serious and having fun at the same time.

so now, im starting to think about something that infact i know that could/would change my life FOREVER? so.. im still thinking about it..........